Why? as a human being, we have so many problems to face.. so many hurdle to overcome...i know, it is the only way for me to grow, to gain experience, to be tougher...But, sometimes i just wanted go give up, wanted to leave this world forever.... I often feel so empty, a void inside my heart. I dont have confidence in myself, i doubted sometimes will i even succeed in life.. Most of the time, i have my friends along my side, helping me, comforting me, entertaining me. Despite that, i still feel so weak, so fragile, so insecure... its like i am good, but for nothing. I'm so useless......Sigh......
Now i only know, games are nothing but drugs that will ruin our life...I wasted so much so much of my time on games...I ended up getting nothing, NothinG!!.. I given up online or computer games now....For, i do not want to remorse in the future. Regretting is really painful, a painstaking process that hurts, it makes me very emotional, very depress. I regretted a lot of things in the past few years....I do not want to regret anything, anymore...
Discouragement, criticism, sacartism......its really hard for me to accept. I'm very heart-broken when i listen to those words.... Its hard for me to stand up again... Maybe i'm not that smart, maybe i'm not that good, but who's perfect? I just need time, i need confident, i need courage. I tried not to disappoint others, but sometimes the price to pay is failure. Every success comes from failure....but, sometimes, the pressure is too much for me...I cant take it anymore...Please, dont compare me with my friends and others. Everyone have their own goods and bads in certain field, certain subjects. I dont want to be famous, neither a genius....Please, stop comparing me with others, please, stop tormenting me......
Anyone, if possible... lend me the courage, lend me the strength. I wanted be me and my oldself again...Please....return my enthusiam for everything nice, sweet. Return my true soul back to me, give me back those vivid memories.....I just wanted to be myself......me........not anyone else.....
我的简介
- yuen
- 小学，中学到学院.....我都步行这生命中必经的大道，路程。不知不觉又过了一年，时光飞逝得真快呀...真让人感憾那飞逝的时光。回望过去，生活有起有落。那段日子中交到的泛泛之交也有，真心朋友更是有。回头望去之际，给我看见了一道小巷。里头包含着我以前想倾诉的，做的及想忏悔的...倘若上天再给我一次机会，无奈的我定会将"它们"个个实现......
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sometime things happen in ways we don understnad. But do trust that things happen for a reason n nvr a coincidence. I m a christian, if allow i would like u to meet my God. But in the end of the day, it depends on u to see whether u wan know HIM anot. The past is the past, n many time many of us tempt to recall the pass, thinking the pass is the best. In fact sometime the present contains many sweet memory. Don wait for things to pass than only appreciate. If ppl compare u with others, than u ur self have to make a stand n say " i m who i m" life in the end is not control by other ppl words, but by ur own hand. I know u are a strong person, u are not weak. When u fail or fall, rise back up, remember u are not in this race alone. By hard, storm, sun or rain, u always have a helping hand, a hand that ll always b there to carry u thru, to pull u together n run this race together. ThaT HAND is the hand of friendship. perservere, stay strong, in the end u ll know y many of this things fall into such place.
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